Depression mode..>.<

going through the hardest break up i've had to endure in my experiences with relationships...feeling very mad/sad/disappointed/ but mostly hurt....its a dagger through my heart..and he doesnt even know...very inconsiderate to me...already moving on...i'm going crazy...

feeling unexpressed...all my love in a bottle...

We all know that saying..you never knew what you had until you lose it.....

lately i've been thinking about that...the person that leaves...do they ever feel like they lost something great?  does the person that gets left always feel that way?  from what i observed, it doesnt seem as so...the person that got left...they carry on with their life as though it never happened....while the person that leaves, look back and wonder if it was ever a right decision and misses them.  They cant believe that the other person can be so cold when it was his/her fault to begin with.  why does this happen? it doesnt seem right....it just doesnt seem right to me...

Summer is almost officially over!

this summer has been super amazing!! it goes from summer school to doan camp to dai nhoi nghia si to missouri and now summer is almost ending...i had lots of fun although i didnt really get to go anywhere very much..i got to spend alot of time with my boyfriend phi <33, my bt MIKE =)( just for you mikeeyy), my cousins, annie...and met alot of new friends..another unforgettable summer. each one with different but amazing memories that i will not yet to forget. 

i wish all my friends going off to college the best and good luck!  =) and good luck to everyone else in this school year! =]]